Assalamualaikum.
I am sad. Honestly, I feel very sad. I know I shouldn't talk about it but.. I need to let this out.
Earlier in our relationship, Is made a promise.
He is very honest with me, alhamdulillah. Later on, he told me he almost broke his promise but he changed his mind immediately when he thought of me.
But he's failed to keep that promise a few months later. Now he's broken it again.
I'm.. Very disappointed. Very.
I know, I'm not the victim in every situation, but disappointment is disappointment. Especially when I asked if he thought of me when he was about to do it. He answered 'yes'.
It's impossible for me not to forgive him. But if I keep on acting like every one of his mistakes is okay, when will he stop? When will he know it's not okay?
This is not the only promise he's broken. I know, I've broken some too but.. This is bigger, honestly. I just want the best for him, you know? I know, I might come of as bossy or controlling but.. I just want the best for him :(
The thing is, 4 months ago, he never broke promises. Never. He keeps his words. Even the little ones. I don't understand.. I hate to say it, but does he love me less now?
However the condition is, I love him - with all my heart, with or without mistakes. But I just wish he'd leave this particular habit behind because this is not just a mistake. It's heart-breaking.
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