Assalamualaikum.
Yes, I know I am full of sins and I am a rolling tape of mistakes. Those are what makes me human.
Another thing that makes me human is that I have feelings. Okay yes, I do notice I tend to regret what I do only after doing something wrong. I don't think through because I assume too much. I understand that is something about me I must change. However in the meanwhile, I admit I will still be that stupid old self. Why? Because change takes time. You know that.
I may haved been labelled as 'full of excuses' that sometimes it's hard to believe me. But why can't you guys, anyone, have the courtesy to hear me out first? It's like, you asked for an explanation you never planned on listening. Even if I were to lie, it still hurts when I'm not being heard. When I'm being ignored. It hurts everyone.
What I do and who I am may be unbelieveable. But most of the time I speak the truth. I am genuine to what I say. I try not to lie, sometimes things happen and I am forced to. Even then, it hurts me, myself, telling them.
Please, stop taking me as a robot. I have feelings too. I try to make it up to everyone when I have done something wrong but they're all.. Simply unappreciated.
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