11.11.11

Pretty date, ain't it? Nothing spectacular happened, though.

I don't think I'll be able to move to Kelantan next year. My exam results have dropped, BIG TIME. I failed Sejarah, I got a C for BM. The only A I have is for English. Haih D:

There was supposed to be a dinner tonight sponsored by the school's PIBG, at Hotel Singgahsana. But it was canceled, last minute. Frust gila -___- Kalau tahu benda ni cancel, aku dah lama beli ticket Greyson Chance.

Tomorrow ada Hari Kantin at SMKTTDI. Yay.

Lusa pergi Sungkai dengan Sue. Yay.

Okay bye x

I'm at a Kelantanese restaurant with Ayah.

I love Ayah. Have I ever mentioned that?

5 months and 2 days. Thanks for everything Wonderboy :-*

Oh, tadi I went to Aina's house. We made chicken pie :D It tasted absolutely fantastic, no lie! Mula-mula, we had to roll the dough. Aina's first attempt tak lawa :B So sementara Aina buat dough tu jadi bulat balik, Amy rolled hers. Then I rolled the dough, and it was perfect :'D It was a circle, really. Depa pun kata lawa. Hihi.
So then, goreng ayam and then campur with tepung jagung, mushroom, carrots, potatoes and celery. Then, we masukkan dalam oven for 30mins. We had lunch while waiting. Afiq bising gila masa tu -___- Dia ambik pistol mainan then tembak tembak tepi telinga kitorang. Dia suruh cepat sikit, sebab bila pie tu siap kitorang semua nak tengok Sini Ada Hantu. Kira dia pun nak tengok sekali lah.
Bila movie tu habis, Ayah picked me up and brought me here. We're at The Curve (-:

That's for today. I don't think anything interesting happened on the days before.

Okay goodbye x

Think About Moving.

Moving where? Bangsar / Kelantan.

1. MOVING TO BANGSAR

Mama ada terfikir nak pindah rumah ke Bangsar, and I think its not a bad idea, since aku and Asyraf pun sekolah kat Bangsar. Next year Adam pun join. But Ayah takbagi, he wants to stay in Taman Tun. So Mama pun kata lah kat dia, "If you don't want move, its fine with me. I'll take one of the maids and find a house in Bangsar. I'll stay with yang sekolah kat sana. You can stay here with Johar."

Aku terus menangis! The thought of Ayah and Mama separating is just so.. heartbreaking. I know I'm overreacting, but I think its healthy to overreact in this case. I love them too much for them to be separated in any way at all. I don't mind the idea, but just.. Mama and Ayah living away is like.. ):

Honestly, I've been scared. I've always been. I'm scared that Mama and Ayah would be separated, and our family would fall apart. I don't want that to happen, not ever!

Earlier this year, I came to realize why Ammar is here. Why he's suddenly born after 7 years of Johar being bongsu. I don't know if this really is the reason, but this is how I see it: Ammar came when our family was just about to go distant. Ayah was starting to work in the night and Mama in the day. They absolutely had no time for each other. And Ammar.. He just bonds us together. If it weren't for him, I think the Nadim family would have gone down by now.

And I've been scared ever since. What if either Mama or Ayah goes? As in, dies? Or gets divorce? They're not young, Ayah is 5 years to being 60 and Mama is turning 50 this year (though she doesn't admit it). Nadhil's parents got divorce at 50 years old with 6 kids. Aina's got divorced at 20+ with two kids. Nothing is impossible. And nothing scares me.

I hope you get the point by now.

2. MOVING TO KELANTAN

This was entirely Sue's idea at first - pindah sekolah at Kelantan, SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher. I wasn't on with it, but then I got interested. I asked Mama and Ayah and they half-heartedly said , "Tengok result finals dulu". So yeah. At first I was pretty excited about it, now I'm reconsidering.

Btw, I'm at SK1 now. They're having Karnival Koko Antarabangsa, and this year not only are the Indonesians are involved, but dari Thailand and China jugak! :B And I'm a petugas as usual. Haha.

That is all. Baibai x

Aku masih hidup. Sekian.

Lama gila aku tak update. Haha, emo sangat. Aku nak cuba buat post yang ceria sikit, so aku akan buat treasure hunt dekat lappy ni, cari gambar gambar lama. Maklumlah, ni dulu lappy Tok Ayah.

Okay, lets start.

Wan Muqqaram Wan Sidek.

My 'handsome' uncle :3 This was last year, I think.

Siapa dia? Uncle aku lah, yang 19 tahun tu. Recently, he went to the UK continue studying. Baru baru ni je, actually. So, he left his room at Rumah Tok unattended. And Tok Ayah nak bagi aku bilik dia. Tok Ayah nak aku move in rumah ni terus. So that boleh jaga Mak Neng.

So, Mama dah paksa aku rearrange the room. Tampal stickers.. ugh. It looks nice (because it was done by moi and only moi), but its soo girly. Serious. Memang mampus aku bila Pakcik Muq balik.

Taken from various angles with the webcam. Habis buat yoga webcam ni.

Aku ubah semua benda except for satu katil tu. Katil ada dua (aku takpernah faham kenapa), and aku buat jadi bentuk 'L' so that ada more space untuk solat. Did I mention, lepas ni aku jadi guest star Deko Bersama Eric? Serious.

lol just playin'

Second of all, aku banga sangat dengan adik aku. No, bukan Asyraf, Adam or Johar. Ammar tu haa.

That'd be Mama and Ammar. Actually, ada better shots of him, but I wanted a photo of him with Mama (:

Okay, apa yang aku bangga sangat is dia dah boleh sebut "Allahuakbar"! Serious. Kalau dengar azan, dia mesti jawab. And tadi bila kitorang tengah makan Orea togeda geda,

Ammar: Kakak, kakak tahu Tuhan nama apa?

Aku: Tuhan nama Allah.

Ammar: Tahu. Allah kan kakak?

Aku: Haah, kenapa?

Ammar: Allah sembahyang tak?

Aku: Tak, tapi kita sembahyang untuk Allah.

Ammar: Oh, Allah suka orang sembahyang ye? Yang macam abang Johar buat, Allahuakbar.

I feel like crying! (': Aku bukan nak boast ke apa, tapi aku tengah bangga. Seriously bangga.

Haaaa, apa lagi?

Oh yeah, birthday Johar is near. 12th October. Entah kenapa tahun ni, aku takda buat card card special untuk adik beradik aku. Mothers' Day je aku bersemangat. Tu pun last minute, pergi Wondermilk and beli bunga dengan Ayah. Habis duit aku RM120 yknow.

Hm, kalau Johar senang je, actually. Beli satu slice cheesecake dekat Secret Recipe pun jadi. Tapi kalau aku buat betul betul, mesti aku rasa bersalah lepas tu. Sebab Johar ni baik sangat. Takpernah complain. Unless dia memang takda mood, "apa pun takboleh!" Hentak hentak kaki dibuatnya.

Aku buat card jelaaahh. Then belanja makan or something.

Aku sepatutnya study Geo ni. Malangnya aku takda mood. Esok dah lah exam. Aku taktahu suami jenis apa yang sanggup terima aku besar nanti kalau aku jadi bodoh, oleh sebab aku fial exam Geo esok. It could change my life yknow, if I fail tomorrow's paper.

Cerianya update kali ni, 5 gambar! Haha pun boleh.

Okay dah taktahu nak tulis apa.

OH AKU LAPAR.

Uhh, OH YEAHHH.

Since Kak Ani dah pergi, Tok Ayah dah hire three new maids. Satu untuk kitorang, satu untuk Auntie Esther, satu untuk rumah Tok (bunyi macam barang pula, Astaghfirullahalazim). Aku tahu yang nak kerja dengan kita tu nama Kak Yati. Tu je. For now, Kak Yati duduk rumah Tok, belajar masak. I hope they learn to cook with Tok Cik next (Mummy Pakcik Muq), belajaq buat nasi dagang ^^V

Oh, and aku nak minta maaf dekat semua orang. Aku tahu, bukan ada sangat orang baca blog ni. Tapi kalau ada gak yang baca (Daniel :p), sila spread the word k? :*

haa, tu je lah. I better go study.

Peace, salam xx

On the last day of cuti.

Okay, obviously kalau merujuk title today last day cuti raya. Boringg.

Aku bosan, so aku nak list down benda benda yg aku dah buat lah.

Syawal pertama aku duduk rumah tok je, family photo and all. zzz. Yes, takk pergi rumah Cik Pah & Ayah Amir macam biasa. Entah lah ayah tuu, takmau bawa kitorang. Dia takde rugi apa, cuma aku ni je haa. Duit raya kurengg. Then malam tu, Jay datang ke rumah kita. So okay laa, spoloh hinggit melayang masuk tabung raya :3

Syawal kedua takde pergi open house mana mana. Kitorang pergi Sunway Lagoon. *Click to refer. And haritu jugak was Ayah's 53rd Birthday (:

Syawal ketiga was spent half at home, a quarter at Auntie Simah & Uncle Akhmal, with children Arif & Hannan. Quarter lagi kat rumah tok - kami mai untuk swimming :3 Kat rumah Arif, takde buat ppe pun. Cuma dia tumbuk aku, sebab makin lama makin awkward kalau nak cakap 'bye'.

Syawal keempat, okay, honestly, aku taktau. Tak ingat.

Syawal kelima kitorang semua pergi KLCC, saja jalan jalan. After lunch, Mama pi check in Hotel Impiana. At about 6pm, kitorang jalan pi padang KLCC and tengok Ammar mandi air kolam dia. Dengar je azan maghrib, kita semua jalan gelabah berbagai nak masuk KLCC. Then makan kat food court dia (: Planning nak tengok movie lah, apa lah, tai penat sangat so balik hotel.

Syawal keenam, is today. Aku tengah tunggu Asyraf mandi so that boleh pergi makan breakfast grand grand. Nampaknya kita kena rush it through, sebab breakfast tu habis kul 10am and its 9.37am now -__- zzzz

Okbai x

Tadi aku gi Sunway Lagoon.

Haha, ni first time aku menjejak kaki serta menghirup udara segar Bandar Sunway. Biarlah aku nak jadi lame sekali-sekala.

Basah tu basah, tapi bukan sebab pergi WetWorld. Sebab amusement park dia pun ada rides yg basah. Bak kata Ayah, next cuti baru main air (:

Rides dia agak lame -__- tapi sebab aku berkepit dengan family, best la jadinya.

Actually, kitorang plan nak gi WetWorld, but sampai-sampai tempat tu, hujan. Kuajo.

Mama and Asyraf naik dua rides je, trauma katanya. Basah sikit pun dah taknak main. Ish.

Aku, Adam and Johar basah gila :3 hihihi.

Okay, tu je. Sebab lagu Rhythm of Love tengah main kat Hitz.fm, aku takleh concentrate nak tulis. Wajib karaoke ini lagu!

x

Kepada Wonderboy.

Assalamualaikum, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam Satu Malaysia. Saya, Siti Diana Kamila, ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Wonderboy yg amat dirindui dan disayangi,

1. Kamila minta maaf sebab banyak buat sakit hati kat Wonderboy.
2. Kamila minta maaf sebab dah tak buat comic Wonderboy, Kamila takde idea. Sorry.
3. Kamila minta maaf sebab Kamila rapat dengan lelaki lain, and Kamila layan dorang sama hyper dengan layan Wonderboy. Sesungguhnya time-time tu Kamila tak lupa pun dekat Wonderboy.
4. Kamila minta maaf sebab Kamila bukannya "girlfriend" yang sempurna. Tapi Kamila tetap bersyukur (:
5. Kamila minta maaf sebab Kamila suka sangat menangis.
6. Kamila minta maaf sebab banyak susahkan Wonderboy.
7. Kamila minta maaf sebab takde dengan Wonderboy raya tahun ni.

etc.

Harap maklum. x

Hi.

Rindu Wonderboy & Aina.

Okay, bye x

p/s: Kalau gambar kat atas tu tak gerak, silalah click gambar tersebut. Sekian.

Tadi aku gi kedai makan!

Pergi je, tak buat apa-apa pun.

Aku dengar cerita esok Raya? Maksudnya, Merdeka pun dah dekat la ye? Kalau macam tu, birthday Ayah pun nak dekat la kan?

Birthday Ayah.

Birthday Ayah.


Birthday Ayah.


Birthday Ayah 31 Ogos lah.


Haaaaa, aku takde buat apa-apa pun lagi ):

Maybe sempena raya ni aku boleh bagi dia duit raya je kot :3 10 sen pun boleehhh.

Tapi kan biasa-biasanye, aku bagi dia kad. Takpun belikan coklat. Disebabkan Puasa dekat sangat dengan birthday dia, obviously aku tengah pokai kalau nak beli apa-apa sekarang. Sebab, masa bulan Ramadhan aku tak dapat allowance.

Ahh, sekadar big hug dengan nyanyi Happy Birthday pun cukup kan? (:
Harap-haraplah.

Sekian, Salam Satu Malaysia.
x

hAi k0wUnK sMuEwWwWzZzZz ! ! ! . .

Ew. (re: Title)

Malam ni aku tidur rumah tok. And aku terlupa bawak diary. Damn.

So, nampaknya aku kena tulis tulis kat sini la, ye? (:

Current activity: Tengah tunggu application Bowling Buddies load. Lama gila -.- Tak silap aku dah 5 minit dia kata "Preparing bowling shoes. Get ready!". Amboiiii, besaq sangat ke kaki aku ni sampai lama sangat kau nak cari saiz kasut untuk aku?

Oh oh, semalam aku datang sini gak. Kononnya nak tolong bersihkan lantai luar. Last-last main air dengan Ammar :D Aku buat kerja pun pakai baju swimming. Haha, mana tak timbul nafsu kanak-kanak aku? :B

Tadi pulak, aku sambung kerja aku. Aku pi lap tingkap and segala-gala benda yg ada kaca. Sepatutnya, Adam tolong aku tapi dengan alasan dia pendek, dia give up. Amboii Adam, kau ingatkan kenapa aku carikan tangga untuk kau? -__- Kuajo.

Oh yeaaah, semalam tangan aku kena jarum! Sakit gilaaaa, walaupun tak berdarah. Tapi sampai sekarang aku still rasa pedih. *ah, mengada la kau.

Okbai. x

Dah 27th Ramadhan dah.

Terasa macam baru je lepas bangun sahur untuk hari pertama puasa. Sayang betul aku nak tinggalkan Ramadhan tahun ni. Tahun lepas-lepas pun.

Kepada siapa-siapa yg dok baca blog ni (aku tau Daniel je yg dok baca. Haha, hi Daniel.), aku nak mintak maaf awal-awal macam semua orang. Silap-silap tak sempat pulak masa masuk Syawal nanti.

Okay, tu je. Selamat tinggal. x

Berbuka at Sue's Place!

Sebenarnya event ni berlaku masa 19.8.2011, Jumaat.

Sue tinggal kat Pantai Dalam, area yg aku tak pernah jejak sampai la hari tu. So, transport kena harapkan Sue. Asalnya, nak tumpang abang dia - habis je skolah terus balik ke rumah dia. Tapi entah la, Mama tiba-tiba tak bagi. Mama kata, nanti pukul 3pm camtu dia hantar ke skolah then pergi dengan Sue. Meaning, Sue kena stayback.

Gilo apo nak stayback lama-lama? :B Sue pun pergi tumpang rumah Dibaa. *Sebenarnya orang panggil dia Mira. Tapi, tau la aku ni camne kan? (:

Then aku, macam biasa, siap lambat. (Sebenarnya aku siap awal, cuma Asyraf tu haa, balik dari masjid lambat. Ammar pulak berak. Ishh.) So, Sue suruh jumpa kat LRT Bangsar je. Abang dia takleh nak pick up pulak, jadi kitorang naik rapid :D

NI FIRST TIME AKU NAIK RAPID. COOL GILA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mengikut cerita Sue and Dibaa, begini la aku:-
  1. Masuk-masuk bas, kata 'Excited' berulang-ulang kali.
  2. Diorang cakap apa-apa, aku tak dengar, sebab khusyuk sangat tengok luar tingkap.
  3. Aku menggelabah sebab tak tau nak bayar macam mana.
  4. Ticket bas tu aku pegang kuat-kuat, 'Kenangan'.

Sangat bermakna, okay! :B

Kitorang sampai rumah Sue at about 4pm. Naik-naik flat, salam mak dia, then lepak dalam bilik dia. Teratur gila kot! Kitorang tunggu dia mandi sampai around 4.30pm. Then, turun bawah and cari kuih.

Takde beli apa-apa pun, just kordial sirap.


Kemudian, kami bergerak ke tempat kediaman Anis Sakinah a/p Azman. *hohoho, jangan marah Anis <3

Rumah dia comel! :D Selepas itu, kitorang gerak gi bazaar and jumpa Alya and Syahirah.

Then beli stuff...................

Alaah, skip to the makan part! :D

Sebelum makan, me and Syahirah tukar baju. Pakai baju kurung pulak :

Lauk yg mak Sue buat:-
  1. Ayam masak pedas
  2. Udang gulai lemak
  3. Ikan apa entah.. Sedap :D
Okay, tuje yg aku ingat sebab tuje lauk yg aku letak atas pinggan aku (:

Kuih:-
  1. Kuih golf!
  2. Wan tan.
Tak ingat dah.

Ayor, sirap soda tembikai laici. Bhahahah.

Oh oh, kitorang ada masak oreo goreng (y) yg hangit (n).

Then then, masa aku nak solat Maghrib, aku ter-distracted dengan diorang yg vain sebelah aku. So aku pun join la, dengan telekung sekali. *Astaghfirullahalazim.

Tengah syok-syok vain, tersedar gak la aku. 'Woi, pi sembahyang la. Vain tu bila-bila pun boleh. *Alhamdulillah.

Aku baru je nak baca niat, tiba-tiba bunyi azan Isyak! *Subhanallah / kan padan muka kau!

Terpaksa la aku solat qada'.

Then aku sambung vain dalam telekung. Bhahahaha.

Okay, itu sahaja. Terima kasih.
x

Bad dream ):

The title makes me sound like a sensitive mommy's kid. I guess you could say that.

My dream started with the whole family - Mama, Ayah, Asyraf, Adam, Johar, Ammar and I - along with my friend  - lets call her 'Nur' - going shopping. We separated into two groups. I was with Nur, Ammar, and Adam.

We went to this shop - it looked sort of like a grocery store. I wanted to get something from the other side we were at, so I went alone. I took the item, and walked back to... I didn't walk back to where they were. I was sure I didn't miss a turn or whatever, but it seemed like I couldn't get anywhere.

I kept walking, crying at the same time. I tried to find an exit, at least, so I could call any of them - no line, I guess. I searched until I found and exit. I looked back, it was as if I just came out of a boutique.

I headed straight, keeping my head down. I didn't know where I was until I thought the lights got brighter, and  I looked up - I was in MPH Bookstore. I was so relieved when I see Nur. She didn't look panicked or anything, she was starring at the magazine shelves. I called out to her, and her expression changed like, serta-merta.

"Apahal kau baru nak datang? Aku cari kau merata-rata k? Adam dengan Ammar dah menghilang ke mana entah. Sekarang, kau tolong aku cari diorang ye," she said, almost screaming. Then she stormed off, heading to the escalator, expecting me to hurry after her.

Her tracks stopped when I saw Adam just arriving at the escalator. She told me to hurry up and see something. I couldn't see anything, and being the curious me, I did a little jog over there. And then I saw it.

Red stuff all over the floor - blood. I was sure. A small kid lying on the floor, all curled up, looking pale and bruised. I felt a mini-heart attack.

Ammar was somehow beaten up.

Then to large round men - one wearing a green t-shirt, the other wearing a yellow one - got up and ran away. They were bleeding and bruised too.

I starred at Ammar, not knowing what to do. Then I said to myself, "Hospital lah, bodoh." So, I picked him up and .... Idk what happened next.

The next thing I remember is that -
Ammar was better. We were in a black jeep. It was night. No one was talking to me, like if I hadn't got lost, nothing would've happened to Ammar.

I had him in my arms. He was finally awake, and I asked him, "Ammar, apa jadi?"

He starred at me and answered, "Ammar tengah dengan kakak, Adam dengan kawan kakak kat kedai. Tiba-tiba, kakak hilang, pastu kawan kakak, pastu Adam. Ammar takut, Ammar pergi cari kakak. Ammar jerit 'Kakak! Kakak!' tapi kakak tak dengar. Ammar pusing-pusing tapi tak jumpa siapa-siapa. Pastu Ammar pergi kat tangga. Tiba-tiba ada orang sama besar dengan ayah datang. Dia tumbuk semua orang. Dia monster. Ammar nak panggil Ultraman tapi tak sempat. Dia pukul Ammar, kakak! Naughty. Pastu Ammar sakit kat semua-semua, Ammar takleh bangun. Pastu Ammar tidur, Ammar bangun kat tempat doktor."

I woke up.

He was sleeping next to me at the time. He was wearing the same clothes as he was in the dream, so I got up and checked if he was okay. He was.

I realized maybe this dream came because I got mad with Ammar cause he interrupted me watching tv and didn't want me to help to my specs away. 'He's only three, Kamila!'

Then, I heard azan maghrib. Buka puasa!

Asyraf and Johar were arguing about Char Kuey.
"Asyraf ni tamak lah! Takyah lah ambik semua!"
"Johar pun sama je! Asyraf baru ambik tiga, mana cukup?"
Blablabla.

It got on my nerves everytime they fought about food, but this was my first time snapping about it.

"Woi, shut up lah. Tau tak, you shouldn't be arguing about this? It's a small matter. At least dapat gak kan makan? Tak bersyukur langsung." Then I announced my dream.

"...Then Kamila check Ammar. He was okay. So that's something worth fighting about! Not food. Patutnya bersyukur, ada makanan and adik's okay. Ni tak, kalau boleh pasal curi 10 sen pun korang nak berperang, nak saman, nak gaduh sampai masuk court!"

I didn't realize I was crying until Mama said, "Dah, dah le tu. It was only a dream. Nangis depan makanan pun tak baik tau."

"Oh, yes. Tau tau. Tu je nak cakap."

After a short awkward silence, Ayah said, "Padan muka kena ceramah dengan Kamila."

Nur Lailati Aina.

Haa, ni la bestfriend aku yg aku pernah mention dalam beberapa post sebelum.

Dia baru hantar text kat aku;
"Memori tercipta :') rindu ko n aku bru sedar yg friendship kite mkin lme mkin jarak."

Nak ternangis aku baca! Tapi aku kena tahan, puasa bro.

Aku memang sayang dia. Aku bukan lesbo, tapi kalau tambah lagi 1% tu, memang lesbo la.

Kitorang start kawan biasa dari darjah enam. Kira, takde la lama sangat tempoh tu, baru nak masuk tahun ketiga kenal. Tapi serious, aku rasa macam dia dah part of diri aku. Tanpa dia, aku boleh rasa yg setengah diri aku tu takdak.

Dia selalu ada time aku susah. Tapi aku rasa aku banyak dosa dengan dia. Aku nak je mintak maaf setiap masa, tapi tak terkeluar. YaAllah, asal aku ni nak tahan macho sangat depan dia?

Kalau dia ada problem, aku sebenarnya cuba sedaya upaya aku gak. Aku cuba cari idea, aku cuba nak tenangkan dia. Aku sedar yg kalau aku ada dia akan gelak. Tak pernahnya dia nak menangis depan aku, unless aku nangis sama or tengah menguap.

Tapi baru-baru ni, kalau dia call menangis-nangis tengah malam, aku sendiri kaku. Aku harap dia tak salah paham. Aku sebenarnya tak sanggup tengok dia sakit. Kalau lepas dia hang-up tu, mata aku dah berkaca. Aku taknak hilang dia.

Kalau dia ugut taknak kawan aku - serious or not - aku dah menangis on the dot dah. Aku serious taknak hilang dia.

Tapi dia rasa macam aku tak sayang dia. Macam aku tak kesah pasal dia. Macam takde siapa kesah pasal dia. YaAllah, tolong la tunjuk kat dia yg aku memang takde niat nak buat dia rasa macam tu.

Sebab aku takde kredit ke nak balas text? Sebab phone rumah aku rosak ke? Haih.

So far, dah tiga, empat kali dia potong diri sendiri. Actually aku rasa agak bersalah meng-announce benda ni kat blog, but bukan ada orang baca pun. Kalau dia text aku contohnya, "Sorry, la. Aku sakitkan diri aku again :') serious kali ni takleh tahan. Ada banyak problem. Ko ingatkan aku boleh tahan ke? Hmm. Aku sayang ko. Aku sayang Shafiq. Aku sanggup sakitkan diri aku untuk korang :') hmm." Astaghfirullahalazim. Menangis aku. Kadang-kadang aku tak balas text camtu, 'kelu' jari. Aku bukannya nak perli dia, ye.

Ni first time aku nak mengaku yg memang friendship kitorang makin jarak. Segala-gala impian kitorang nak pergi ke Jepun untuk sambung college (sebab ada Ultraman dengan Doraemon) sama-sama dengan Shaz, Aiysha and Fara, kahwin pun madu empat orang, sorang jadi maid (boleh ke?) macam makin takleh je. Especially since aku pindah sekolah.

Aku bukannya tak cuba nak pulihkan balik hubungan. Aku still cerita everything kat dia. Aku jumpa dia setiap minggu. Aku try untuk fikir positive pasal friendship kitorang.

Nur Lailati Aina, aku sayang kau, okay?

Majlis Maulidur Rasul 2011 at Masjid Ghufran.

From left to right: Me, Aina.

Honestly, I miss you too.

xx

It's Ramadhan!

First of all, Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims.

Second, I got back from a school trip in Perak a few days ago. It was a really short trip - really packed, but I managed (:

It was for two days only, actually. Asyraf followed, and I convinced Anis, Alia and Sue to come too. We went by bus and due to traffic, we didn't get to do everything that was planned on the first day.

After checking in the homestay, we did our prayers (jamak! :D) and got ready to go to Zoo Taiping for the Night Safari. It was okay. We rode that thingy which we called 'Kereta Rasanya'. We have a very logical and sensible reason okay. Pakcik Tour tu announces things like this, "Rasanya kalau tengok kat sebelah kiri ni ada badak sumbu ye." "Rasanya kalau tengok kat kanan ni ada tapir." and "Rasanya kalau tengok kat kanan ni ada babi hutan ye."

The next day, we had to get up as soon as possible. There were four homestays we had to checkout from, including the ones Pakcik Drebar Bas stayed at. After that, we had our breakfast at Zoo Taiping.

We were supposed to go to Taman Lake View, but because we were pressed for time, cikgu decided we should straight away go to Gua Tempurung.

Since it was my second time going, I bragged about how awesome it was and how wet we were going to get, what we were going to see, how cold it was, etc. But cikgu took the 1 hour 45 mins package instead of the 4 hour package, so everyone was like, "Apa kau merepek tadi, ha?"

Then, we went to Hotsprings, Sungkai. It was alright, awesome maybe. No discription available.

I bought stuff for them back home - clothes for Ammar, a magnet for Aina, a keychain for Ayah, pens for Mama and Johar and a money bank which you can draw on for Adam.

So, now I'm back in Kuala Lumpur and sleeping! Takleh makan, since puasa ):

Baibai xx

David Archuleta made me pee in my pants.

Not literally, but I felt like I did.

This is the second consert I've ever been to, and I'm glad about it. Though it makes me look lame - but who cares? The first was Justin Bieber's.

Actually instead of going to David's concert yesterday, mama wanted to buy MTV World Stage tickets for me. But we decided not to, because we got a discount for David's tickets. Instead of rm300, we bought three tickets for rm180 each. It was super worth it.

I went with mama and Asyraf. Mama didn't mind the consert, but Asyraf got all grumpy after it. After the consert, Asyraf kept on mumbling about me leaving him behind in the crowd. Ehehe, sorry bro.

We arrived at the stadium at 7pm, thinking we could buy some snacks, but when we got there, we forgot that we could bring in food. Then, we entered at around 7.45pm. Mama and Asyraf did not eat in peace, I made them rush :3

When we got in, it was quite empty, compared to Justin Bieber's. I thought everyone would act formal - you know, like, the furthest anyone could go is dance in their seats. Because when Hao Ren did the opening, nobody went crazy. Maybe it was because everyone was like me - I didn't have a clue of who he was. Another reason; because it was in a closed area.

Oh, and there's this mother who really got my attention. Apparently, she came with her tiny daughter (no offence). There were a few rows empty in front of us. So, after Hao Ren's performance, she moved in front. I didn't mind then. Suddenly, she began picking up chairs, and stacking it one on top of the other. But when the concert started, everybody was standing up - at least swaying, or else jumping and dancing while singing along. Yes, that prooved my thoery wrong - and that woman got frustrated because her kid couldn't see anything, so she asked her to stand on the chair. Unfortunately, she still couldn't see a thing. So, the mother just went on and geleng-geleng kepala until she gave up and dragged her kid back home. Poor thing.

David started the consert with Stomping On Roses at around 8.30pm. I stayed in my seat at first. Then, I was like, oh heck. I wan't to see David betul-betul lah. So I asked Asyraf to follow me in front. I managed to get until the gate separating the rm800 seats. It was worth it. Asyraf got stuck somewhere in the middle.

Before the consert, Mama said that David Archuleta was my first love. Haha. That explains why when I got to the front and saw his face, I was so stunned by his kesucian muka that I couldn't move. I'm not a hardcore fan or something, but the back of my spine really did tingled whenever he sang a note, especially when he did his alun-alun. He just sings beautiful like that. No, I'm not in love with him. Haha, gilo apo?

I couldn't take even one picture of him because I had to rely on my phone for media stuff. Asyraf did bring his video cam, but we weren't allowed to bring them in. So, all I had as live memory on my phone was recordings of him singing. Close enough, eh?

Other than Stomping On Roses, he did Something 'Bout Love, A Little Too Not Over You, Rule The World, My Kind Of Perfect, Elevator, Falling Stars, Touch My Hand, Zero Gravity, and last but not least, Crush. But the songs that really blew me away were the covers he did - Crazy, Stand By Me and Thousand Miles. Before singing Crazy, he was like, 'Shh. Thank you.' Haha, so cute :B

At school, Alia, Anis and Sue asked if I could buy them anything from the consert. So, I bought that badge-thingy for each of them and myself. I also bought a black t-shirt with David's picture on it. I wanted to buy a white on too, 'cause he looked cute on both, but mama insisted that too much money would be spent.

On Monday, there was actually an autograph session. I missed it ): One, because mama doesn't know where Farenheit 88 is. Two, mama hasn't picked up the tickets yet. And they'd only allow David to sign on the tickets. Rugi gila!

But nevermind. I had a good night, and I doubt I'll forget it as fast as I've forgotten Justin Bieber's.

Kamila is hungry. Kamila want to eat. Baibai :) xx