Think About Moving.

Moving where? Bangsar / Kelantan.

1. MOVING TO BANGSAR

Mama ada terfikir nak pindah rumah ke Bangsar, and I think its not a bad idea, since aku and Asyraf pun sekolah kat Bangsar. Next year Adam pun join. But Ayah takbagi, he wants to stay in Taman Tun. So Mama pun kata lah kat dia, "If you don't want move, its fine with me. I'll take one of the maids and find a house in Bangsar. I'll stay with yang sekolah kat sana. You can stay here with Johar."

Aku terus menangis! The thought of Ayah and Mama separating is just so.. heartbreaking. I know I'm overreacting, but I think its healthy to overreact in this case. I love them too much for them to be separated in any way at all. I don't mind the idea, but just.. Mama and Ayah living away is like.. ):

Honestly, I've been scared. I've always been. I'm scared that Mama and Ayah would be separated, and our family would fall apart. I don't want that to happen, not ever!

Earlier this year, I came to realize why Ammar is here. Why he's suddenly born after 7 years of Johar being bongsu. I don't know if this really is the reason, but this is how I see it: Ammar came when our family was just about to go distant. Ayah was starting to work in the night and Mama in the day. They absolutely had no time for each other. And Ammar.. He just bonds us together. If it weren't for him, I think the Nadim family would have gone down by now.

And I've been scared ever since. What if either Mama or Ayah goes? As in, dies? Or gets divorce? They're not young, Ayah is 5 years to being 60 and Mama is turning 50 this year (though she doesn't admit it). Nadhil's parents got divorce at 50 years old with 6 kids. Aina's got divorced at 20+ with two kids. Nothing is impossible. And nothing scares me.

I hope you get the point by now.

2. MOVING TO KELANTAN

This was entirely Sue's idea at first - pindah sekolah at Kelantan, SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher. I wasn't on with it, but then I got interested. I asked Mama and Ayah and they half-heartedly said , "Tengok result finals dulu". So yeah. At first I was pretty excited about it, now I'm reconsidering.

Btw, I'm at SK1 now. They're having Karnival Koko Antarabangsa, and this year not only are the Indonesians are involved, but dari Thailand and China jugak! :B And I'm a petugas as usual. Haha.

That is all. Baibai x

Aku masih hidup. Sekian.

Lama gila aku tak update. Haha, emo sangat. Aku nak cuba buat post yang ceria sikit, so aku akan buat treasure hunt dekat lappy ni, cari gambar gambar lama. Maklumlah, ni dulu lappy Tok Ayah.

Okay, lets start.

Wan Muqqaram Wan Sidek.

My 'handsome' uncle :3 This was last year, I think.

Siapa dia? Uncle aku lah, yang 19 tahun tu. Recently, he went to the UK continue studying. Baru baru ni je, actually. So, he left his room at Rumah Tok unattended. And Tok Ayah nak bagi aku bilik dia. Tok Ayah nak aku move in rumah ni terus. So that boleh jaga Mak Neng.

So, Mama dah paksa aku rearrange the room. Tampal stickers.. ugh. It looks nice (because it was done by moi and only moi), but its soo girly. Serious. Memang mampus aku bila Pakcik Muq balik.

Taken from various angles with the webcam. Habis buat yoga webcam ni.

Aku ubah semua benda except for satu katil tu. Katil ada dua (aku takpernah faham kenapa), and aku buat jadi bentuk 'L' so that ada more space untuk solat. Did I mention, lepas ni aku jadi guest star Deko Bersama Eric? Serious.

lol just playin'

Second of all, aku banga sangat dengan adik aku. No, bukan Asyraf, Adam or Johar. Ammar tu haa.

That'd be Mama and Ammar. Actually, ada better shots of him, but I wanted a photo of him with Mama (:

Okay, apa yang aku bangga sangat is dia dah boleh sebut "Allahuakbar"! Serious. Kalau dengar azan, dia mesti jawab. And tadi bila kitorang tengah makan Orea togeda geda,

Ammar: Kakak, kakak tahu Tuhan nama apa?

Aku: Tuhan nama Allah.

Ammar: Tahu. Allah kan kakak?

Aku: Haah, kenapa?

Ammar: Allah sembahyang tak?

Aku: Tak, tapi kita sembahyang untuk Allah.

Ammar: Oh, Allah suka orang sembahyang ye? Yang macam abang Johar buat, Allahuakbar.

I feel like crying! (': Aku bukan nak boast ke apa, tapi aku tengah bangga. Seriously bangga.

Haaaa, apa lagi?

Oh yeah, birthday Johar is near. 12th October. Entah kenapa tahun ni, aku takda buat card card special untuk adik beradik aku. Mothers' Day je aku bersemangat. Tu pun last minute, pergi Wondermilk and beli bunga dengan Ayah. Habis duit aku RM120 yknow.

Hm, kalau Johar senang je, actually. Beli satu slice cheesecake dekat Secret Recipe pun jadi. Tapi kalau aku buat betul betul, mesti aku rasa bersalah lepas tu. Sebab Johar ni baik sangat. Takpernah complain. Unless dia memang takda mood, "apa pun takboleh!" Hentak hentak kaki dibuatnya.

Aku buat card jelaaahh. Then belanja makan or something.

Aku sepatutnya study Geo ni. Malangnya aku takda mood. Esok dah lah exam. Aku taktahu suami jenis apa yang sanggup terima aku besar nanti kalau aku jadi bodoh, oleh sebab aku fial exam Geo esok. It could change my life yknow, if I fail tomorrow's paper.

Cerianya update kali ni, 5 gambar! Haha pun boleh.

Okay dah taktahu nak tulis apa.

OH AKU LAPAR.

Uhh, OH YEAHHH.

Since Kak Ani dah pergi, Tok Ayah dah hire three new maids. Satu untuk kitorang, satu untuk Auntie Esther, satu untuk rumah Tok (bunyi macam barang pula, Astaghfirullahalazim). Aku tahu yang nak kerja dengan kita tu nama Kak Yati. Tu je. For now, Kak Yati duduk rumah Tok, belajar masak. I hope they learn to cook with Tok Cik next (Mummy Pakcik Muq), belajaq buat nasi dagang ^^V

Oh, and aku nak minta maaf dekat semua orang. Aku tahu, bukan ada sangat orang baca blog ni. Tapi kalau ada gak yang baca (Daniel :p), sila spread the word k? :*

haa, tu je lah. I better go study.

Peace, salam xx